Demeter
in Winter
It is snowing,
a beaded curtain I part
again and again as my husband
eases me
over gutters to the subway.
We enter
the bloodstream of rush
hour, a silver vein
of cars, as she seeps,
daughter, daughter.
I will not be comforted.
Not by the pink
of his mouth, not by those
who sluice the last seed
from my blackened urn in
a
tile-slick room,
not by nausea as I feel again
a quickening -- no,
only in the voiding.
You must
push my bones aside and
slide bawling into life.
Return like the snow as he
holds
my weight with his hips
and arms, translating sorrow
into grammar as he comes
and I come,
and, in summer, daughter,
you come.
Zeus’ First Wife
He proposed a game
of shape-changing.
Ever quick
to such
sallies, she became
Charles Darwin,
hypochondriacal
and at home.
Unimpressed
unsympathetic,
he lit a cigarette.
She became a
lynx-eyed housewife
totting up the cost
of her buggy’s haul
in the checkout line.
He exhaled wearily
and opened the window.
Her breath was a cloud
in the cold room.
She sat
behind a door ajar
and spoke
of her white dress
her poetry
sewn and seamed
in her drawers.
He was moved.
He sat down
on the other side of the
door.
“A fly buzzed…” she said
and became that fly,
lighting on his hand.
He raised his hand
until he could
look into her jeweled eyes
as she caressed one silken
leg against the other.
He swallowed her.
Even now, when he is thinking
hard
I can hear her drone.
Chalk Lines for Our
Catechism
I. Mathematics
7 was a woman dangerous to
6, even
cannibalistic. She
would flatten
his belly into her own brainy
linearity.
Only 8, mild-mannered, proportionate
top to bottom, could compute
a peace
between them. 7 fell
forward
along the number line, searching
with tentacular desire:
odd, odd.
I write her now with a bar
across
her middle – a collar, a
table
where she sits with a latte
watching lovers on their
cell phones:
flat top 5, receptacle 4,
and 9,
a sexy Sagittarius. |